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[May. 22nd, 2006|06:35 am] |
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SO I can't stop thinking about him.. I don't even know his name yet it feels like it is meant to be. I can't think about him without smiling. Could it be? What if... I have so many questions yet all I want to do is be with him. Fate... no I believe God. I go to see him as much as I can hoping he doesn't think I am a stalker. When he smiles at me my body melts.. I can't take it! Every part of me wants him.. Does he notice me or does he just look past me? o gosh I want to know.. until then I will just keep thinking with a smile on my face. I have never felt like this before and I can't understand why. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2006|06:55 pm] |
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Yea so I think I should start writing in this again. I think it will help me clear my thoughts. So school is going ok I guess, I actually made a 95 on my first Chemistry test which needless to say I thought I had failed.. So this just makes life o so better because I really need to get a good grade in this class. So now all I have to save is about $500 for this trip with Jennie to Discovery Cove this Spring Break!! I am sooo hoping we can go because it will be one step closer to getting my career in training dolphins and whales. The thing I am looking forward to is getting to swim with the dolphins and a 7 day free pass to Sea World! Jennie doesn't know it yet but we are going to go there as much as we can. Ha. I was also looking online at dolphins.org and they have a trainer for a day program, internship, and a scholarship oppurtunity. So my goal is to be able to go there by next summer! I will probably end up going to school in Florida and living with my grandparents and going to school.. b/c to get a animal training position at any marine aquarium you have to have a TON of experience! Also I have to start swimming a lot too.. I have been talking to this Sea World trainer lately and he told me all of the tests you have to do.. and let me tell u it isn't easy! haha.. So I am so exicted to get started in that career! I think I might do joint enrollment at school so I can get done with my crap classed in college and I can get straight to Psychology and Marine Sciences.. Well here are some pictures for your enjoyment :) I know I am soo obsessed!
--kensie
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[Jul. 4th, 2005|05:14 pm] |
yea soo I was really bored so I decided to do some cool things on adobe
photopshop w/ some pics i took of myself haha.. so here they are.
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[Jul. 1st, 2005|08:49 pm] |
ok so these are being lame.. here are the pics lol
Here is a picture for yall.. This was tacky day at my school.. I am on
the right and my sister kaylee is on the left. :) I won first place
haha!<br>
and here is one of me pretty recently... from the premier of star wars 3... yes
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[Jul. 1st, 2005|09:40 am] |
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What breed of horse are you? Find out!
Sooo yesterday my dumb school had some class you had to take in order
to get a parking spot at my school... it was 2 HOURS long.... ahhh Me
and my dad were pretty much sleeping the whole time lol.. He was like I
bet through we could crawl through the back door and no body would
notice.. haha I love my dad he is great. And the best part is he took
me to Wendy's afterwards... and I got the all famous SPICY chicken
sandwich yum :) So my good friend Logan's movie came out today so
hopefully I will be able to go see it tonight! It is called Rebound..
everyone go see it :) Logan is the red headed one.. you won't miss him
haha.. ANyways today once again i am being a lazy person and just
sitting on my tush all day long... maybe I will go running since all I
did in Montana was eat SOOO much incredible food lol...
I just got a new kitty.. we named her Gizmo and she thinks she is the
queen of the house... She is already taking on my street cat who we
named Killer.... haha Hints the name It is pretty funny to watch her..
Killer just makes this weird roar sound and she runs away. Ok well..
Maybe I will be back on later.. man I can't wait to get to the barn I
love it there...I haven't seen my horse in forever... At least I won't
be sitting on butt doing nothing all day.
---Kensie
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[Jun. 30th, 2005|10:59 am] |
Alright so this summer is actually working out for me. On Monday I just
got back from an incredible trip to MOntana! WE spent a whole week up
there. The worst part was flying.. man I hate flying... gives me the
heebie jeebies lol. We went on a lot of day hikes... Some fun/scary
things I encountered on them were chipmunks. baby moose, and BEAR!! woo
wee it was scary but then again very cool. lol WE went to Yellowstone
which was amazing!! We got intruded by a huge herd of buffalo crossing
the road.. so cool and the babies were precious! No worries I
will put plenty of pics up for everyone :)hmm I don't think I have
written in here in A LONG time! We also went to Cody Wyoming and
visited the Buffalo Bill Museum which I have to admit was pretty darn
cool lol. We went to the RODEO!! man I love them... It was so much
fun.. you could get your pciture taken on a live bull and ride a
mechanical one... I took a tone of pics just b/c I am obsessed with
horses. I have to admit it is so much cooler being in a rodeo which i
did 2 summers ago but being in the rodeo capitol of the world was
pretty darn awesome. We also rented incredible 4 wheelers for a day and
rode them up to the top of some mountains.. they view was spectactular!
Its amazing how you can wear shorts at the bottom of the mountain and
once you get up there you are freezing your butts off! I also went to
the Varsity for the first time on the way back home.. yea shocking I
know.. Me and basically my whole church as always all went to go see
War of the Worlds last night... We are such movie freaks.. If they had
had a 12:01 showing for it that would be the one we went to lol...
anyways I guess it was pretty good.. the chik beside me kept grabbing
me b/c she got so scared so fricken much,, never sitting by her again
haha.. ANways... I am going back to the barn to see my handsome boy
finally. Aka: My horse Bullet haha.. and yea I am still single... but
who cares.. I know hes out there somewhere for me. I am starting to do
barrel racing again.. so hopefully I can get in some more rodeos
again... ok well on to the pictures for all of you who skip over the
reading and just look at pictures haha.
---Kensie
 
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[Nov. 24th, 2004|03:42 pm] |
woo hoo!! i got my permit!!! yea yea! totally awesome!! i was so nervous! but it ended up that I only missed 2 questions... God was with me b/c I had to guess on like 7 of the questions! lol today my daddy took me driving! I drove to the bank and to bruisters and back! It was so scary but so totally fun! lol my dad didn't want me driving past 40... so i felt really bad for all the people behind me! the bank lady wished me luck haah.. she was nice and gave me a lolli pop.. I also got my hair cut REALLY short! i lov it so much! the lady who did it was so nice and funny! I hope I get her next time becasue she did a great job! I will try and get some pictures of it up later! luv yall!
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[Nov. 19th, 2004|01:48 pm] |
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woo hoo..I am at school right now doing crap.. we have a sub so I am sneaking on lol... ne ways my birthday was GREAT!! I love all my friends so much! I got a lot of stuff... on Tuesday me james and tiffy went to taco bell and then we went cruising in james cool firebird and we went to the thrift store! tiffy bought me a spiderman shirt for a buck! YAHOO.. then jennie came over! it was so awesome to see her! I havn't seen her in forever! I hope we can start hanging out a lot more now. We all went to monerays that night and jennie came! i got some new shoes and some boots and my mom found me these AWESOME spiderman shoelaces! I am so excited to wear them! lol On wed. i went to church and got 14347345 presents! wow man.. emily got me so much stuff! i got A TON of orange stuff... and alot of stuff for my room!! haah safari stuff of course :) lol and k-10 got me this totally awesome hat that says taco stand on it! tonight we are all officialy celebrating my b-day.. me and the church gals and jennie are going to eat some where yummy and then we are going to see national treasure which is going to be ROCKIN!! can't wait... tomorrow i have barn..get to work with Bullet :) yay and then that night jen is pickin me up and we are goin to buffalo's with all the old barn girls and cindy and jimmy... i am really lookin foward to that b/c I miss them soomuch! it is going to be so much fun! we're celerbrating mine and jen's b-day..fun stuff
o yea... and we have one wittle pup left!! and we really need to give him away!!! please some one come give him a home! he is for free... he is black and his name is fergison! he is very playful and loves to play fetch and chase you everywhere! he is a real keeper! I would keep im myslf but i got to keep a pup from the last set so we don't have enough room for him when he gets bigger... please someone take hiM! tell ur firends! |
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[Nov. 15th, 2004|03:52 pm] |
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TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAHOO!!!! Thank you Jesus for letting me be born!! |
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[Nov. 6th, 2004|11:57 am] |
well o well... I have a butt load of projects and reading and tests to dO!! ugh...
ya know what I hate.. is when ur parents ONLY take sides with the younger ones.. it annoys the pea out of me! I have been reading my bible a lot lately and it seems to have a cure for EVERY 1 of my problems.. it is great.. I love God so much and I don't know what I would do w/o him! some people say like all he does is cures the sick but man he does a BUNCh of little stuff!! like yesterday I didn't want to have a book conference with my teacher b/c i hadn't read my 200 pages and my teacher was going to call names out at random... well I prayed that I wouldn't have to go so that I would have time to read a book this weekend and ya know what....
My name never got called :) God knows how u feel and likes to help you out... For me it is a lot :) Another example... our dogs.. everyone hates them lol.. they get out all the time b/c they are fricken cats i swear... but ne ways they get into this one really jerky lady's yard and she gets pissed for no reason... i mean geez they are walkin through... its like srry my dogs have to walk. ne ways she calls the pound on us almost everyday and everyday we pray that our dogs will get back to us before the pound gets them... and ya know what..
everytime they get back to us. Which makes the lady even more mad... haha.. also this week she called us and yelled the heck out of my mom... well everyone in my neighborhood loves my mom b/c they say she is the nicest person in the world and she didn't do ne thing to deserve that. So they all called the neighborhood president to get the lady in trouble.. haha
and even though i am out looking for them every day for an hour i luv them to death... i luv sittin outside with them all on a leash by me and mrs. elane drives by and she gives me the most dirtiest looks and I just smile and wave saying "Hello jerk.. yea thats right keep going.. there is nothing you can do"
She hates it when I just smile at her.. haha i luv it.
And I love the feeling of seeing the dog catcher driving around our neighborhood not being able to find any dogs.. haha Mrs. Elane tries to yell at them saying it is our house and to just take them but they alwats say well mam sorry but they are chained up and where they belong.. there is nothing we can do about it...
"haha yep thats right...now just march ur sorry little self back to your own life."
my dogs are hilarious... one time they got in her yard and she locked them up...and she had called the pound to come get them.. yea well right when she opened the gate to see if they were still there they both ran her over and jumped over the fence and came runnign to our house!! haha... and then there is times when she tries to be like "come here lil doggies" my dog wonder the escape artist will run towards her makin mrs. elane think shes got her but no right when she gets to arms lenth she darts off running the other way!! MUWUHAHAHAH!!
she still does that with me which makes me really mad but it is funny how smart she is. |
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[Oct. 22nd, 2004|10:10 pm] |
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well lets see... today today today.... we had our pep rally... woo hoo NOT!! man I hate my school.. I have like no friends there and the ones I do have that actually go there I never get to see them! I ahte it!! All of my old friends went to diff schools!! grr... yea so at the pep rally I sat by myself cuz I couldn't find ne one... very disappointing I know.. so I just stood there like a loser clapping... thinking to myself man this is so lame we r going to lose ne ways so why play?? We are playin against collins hill for our homecoming game... yea we are totally going to get our butts whooped.... I got a free ticket for winning disney day and tacky day... but i was like umm no thanks won't be goin to that lol.. ne ways
Me KT and Emily all went to Wendy's to go get some food.... i sware that is like the Peachtree Ridge place to eat lol... everyone was there! everyone gave me death stares as i walked in weith my Yankee's hat!! lol but little did they know I was only wearin it b/c it was my little brother's baseball hat for little league or w/e... and it is like the only hat that fits me well... i like it alot! and i didn't even know the yankees lost!! lol yea so ne ways.. then we went to DM and walked around the mall for about 2 hours... I got to see Bryan which was so cool! he had really long hair!!! he looked HOT!!! lol... I was hoping I would see Jin and Matt there but i guess the concert was in the ESPN skate park thing... yea so then we went to go see Final Cut... Omg most freaky eerie movie i have ever seen!! don't go see it! i hated it!! ugh it was so weird!! and it had a CRAPPY ending...
Tomorrow I have to work at the barn at 7 which I am not lookin forward to... b/c that means I have to wake up at 5:30 and leave my house by 6 to get there at 7.. and then I don't get done until 11!! ugh... lame... but I do get to hang with BUllet who I love soooooooooooo much... I caN'T wait to see him!! I miss him so much.. he is like my only friend right now.. Jennie doesn't really talk to me ne more.. I try I really do.. I just feel like it is a big waste.. I mean I try to make our friendship work and make be like the ol days when we were best friends... but as she said "she has moved on" well u can always move back ya know! things back then were so good...
I figured out what I wanna do in life.. I want to go to a college in Montana and get a degree in horse training and then I want to move to Kentucky and train race horses and get a lot of money adn then go move back to Montana and buy me a stable with a bunch of horses and just live my life there with horses!! I can't wait...
Man... I need a break.. we have about 3468465146845646 projects do to and only .00024 min. to do them all! I am so stressed and I don't know when I am going to get them done! it blows!! argh...
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[Oct. 5th, 2004|03:11 pm] |
jason has got to be the coolest kid on earth!!... today was totally lame.. in science i am assuming i fell sleep.. well at least that is what ruston told me but i def don't remember being asleep lol...bit its all good b/c ruston is bringin me cotton candy ice cream!! woo hoo... hmm i think i wanna go to the mall and movies this weekend b/c jill wants to go make out with her cigarette.... haha aka: her lover whoe smokes... i figured that is what it would be like...ne ways so if ne one wants to go with me so i don't look like a loser all by myself with two lovers makin out.. feel free to join me :)
hmmm my daddy thinks i have a cist in my ear... it hurts like balls... i can't even sleep on that side of my head ne more... which sux becasue i always sleep on that side....
yea weird thing happened today... i came home and my oven was on really high and it said 1 min. left and there was smoke everywhere and the oven was locked so i couldn't open it and the weird thing is nothing was in there and no one has been at my house.... how freaky is that...whew |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2004|10:33 am] |
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A superstar I may never be
And that is just a reality
Why can't we be
God's superstars?
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[Sep. 30th, 2004|03:02 pm] |
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today was lousy... like it wasn't bad but it wasn't good... it was weird... nuttin special happened today... WE finished the rest of the modern day Romeo and Juliet movie and at the end me and Alexi were yelling our heads off cuz we were soooo mad! lol so we decided when we get older we are going to make a new romeo and juliet and they are going to live and it will be a happy ending! lol but like literally people were yelling at us to shut up haah... it was fun though...i wanna do somethin this weekend with my friends man! i have to go to the barn though cuz one i miss my horse! and then i have to work on my project!!! ahhh man i am gonna fail tha thing :( i was lookin at my e-mails and of course i clicked on my daily OOfun cards lol.. i luv lookin at those things yea well ne ways i saw one of a witch and how she got her broom to fly... it was hilarious.. i am not gonna tell u how she did it so if u wanna know give me ur e-mail and i will send it to ya :)
yall check this out... is this not the coolest picture... man it just makes u think ya know
Man I am so glad I have Christ in my heart... I am starting to get stronger in my faith and i am so glad... God helps me with so many of my problems... and now I am no longer scared of dying b/c I know I am going to a lot better place... It is just another part of the journey :) If yall have any questions or want to have Jesus in your heart please talk to me!
John 3 :16
For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, that who so ever believes in him shall not DIE but have ETERNAL life.
Dear Lord, I thank You for this day. I thank You for my being able to
see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God
and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on
blessing me.
Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that
was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness.
Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this
day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each
and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.
Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things.
Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let
me continue to see sin through God's eyes and acknowledge it as evil.
And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth my wrongdoing, and receive the forgiveness of God.
And when this world closes in on me, let me remember Jesus' example
-to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart.
Continue to use me to do Your will.
Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me
strong that I may help the weak. Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those that are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those that are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those that don't believe. But I thank you for all those who believe in You!
I believe that God changes people and God changes things. I pray for
all my sisters and brothers. For each and every family member in their
households. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met.
I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem,
circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every battle is in Your
hands for You to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts
of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confesses them
willingly.
This is my prayer.
In Jesus' Name, Amen.
Just repeat this phrase and see how God moves!!
Lord I love you and I need you, come into my heart, please. |
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[Sep. 29th, 2004|05:24 pm] |
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Man I love my GEORGIA SATELLITES!! THEY TOTALLY PUT YOU IN THE ROCKIN THE SHOW MOOD!! 
Yea so neways Church is tonight! woo hoo its awesome i luv it! any one who wants to come just tell me and i will make sure u will be there! Now for a verse to brighten your spirits :)
2 Corinthians 12:10
10That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
And now for some words of wisdom from the smartest man alive... Stanley Stupid.... from THE STUPIDS... best movie in the WORLD!! lol
The Man Bush
O.K. Camouflage lesson number 1, to look like a bush you must think like a bush.
O.K. here I am… just being a bush… just growing and hanging out.
Sure is a lot of soil around here, a lot of sunshine too. As a bush I notice these things.
What is this? I have arms; I am a bush with arms! And legs; I am the first bush in history with legs. I can walk
Oh gaze ye young believers at this miracle! Half man, half plant; he dwells in two worlds but is the master of both! Oh man bush you are nature’s greatest wonder!!
Ha poor fools thought I was a bush
 
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[Sep. 20th, 2004|08:13 pm] |
well....today was ok... this weekend was awesome! I got to see my g-parents and cousins!! it was awesome to see Lauren Alex again b/c she is so totally cool and we got to talk alot! if she lived here we would be best friends! I love her to death!! I wish she was here now!! i could tell her all my problems!! yea so ne ways today was good... in la we watched romeo and juliet! that was fun! me and alexi always yelled and giggled when they kissed... i luv being girly sometimes lol... then in theatre me and lila are going to do a man and man scene! haha.. or a man and woman and of course i would have to be the man because i am twice the size of everyone in that class! lol.. but not for long! Once I become a movie star all the boys are going to be taller than me! yea and so then in science me and sunny d... i luv that guy talked the whole time as usual.. we are goin to see cellular on friday so that will be awesome possum...hopefully jill can come too! in comp app.. welll thats another story...always lame... hate it... then today i had band practice and i really hate the songs that we are singing... ugh... i was going to go to my friend's nick's game tonight but Logan got sick so i didn't get a ride :( o well... i worked out some so that was better... i think i am going to getr up at 5:30 every other day and run... keep me in shape...
man i need a guy :) they make things better lol... my friend jason told me this..
Blitz Bazial: ull find sumone
Blitz Bazial: ur just no lookin hard enough
hmm the only problem is where to look!
o well screw guys for right now! I will get one soon enough! maybe one of my co stars in my upcoming movies :) lol ok well i am outie.. peace out playas
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[Sep. 10th, 2004|04:52 pm] |
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I was reading my bible last night. I was reading Revelations.. wow that is an awesome chapter! fOR THOSe of you who haven't read it i suggest you do! It makes you get the chills.. sooo I was thinking about all of the awesome writers in this world... and I would have to say this John guy from the bible has got to be one of the best...
Revelation 1:12-16
I turned to see the voice that was speaking to me. When I turned I saw seven gold lampstands, and among the lampstands was One like the Son of Man, dressed in a long robe, and with a gold sash wrapped around his chest. His head and hair were white like wool- white as snow, His eyes like a fiery flame, His feet like fine bronze fired in a furnace, and His voice the sound of cascading waters. In His right hand He had seven stars; from His mouth came a sharp two-edged sword; and His face was shining like a sun at midday.....
now woah how cool is that!
This is the image of Jesus that John saw...If you want any help or have any questions about God, or Jesus, or becoming a christian please ask becasue I would love to help! iT IS THE most awesome thing to have Jesus in your heart! It just makes your life so much better!
   
*** I highly suggest that you go to this and READ IT ALL!! I read it and was in awe!! It is amazing! So please take 5 min to just read it~
http://www.bible2you.com/animated/eng/engtalk.html |
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[Sep. 6th, 2004|11:01 am] |
Hey Devan... I have been trying to call you but my phone or yours won't let it go through! so if u can try and call me! my number is 404 625 9273.. ne ways and i also sent you an e-mail but I guess that didn't work either! LOL ne ways so just call me and I will tell ya everything u need to know! :)
GEORGIA WON!!! woo hoo!! yea and so we all got totally awesome shirts from the game! its rockin! |
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[Sep. 1st, 2004|03:19 pm] |
I will not change my horse with any that treads on four pasterns. Ca, ha!
he bounds from the earth, as if his entrails were hairs, le cheval volant,
the Pegasus, chez les narines de feu! When I bestride him, I soar, I am a
hawk: he trots the air; the earth sings when he touches it; the basest horn
of his hoof is more musical than the pipe of Hermes...he is pure air and
fire...the prince of palfreys; his neigh is like the bidding of a monarch
and his countenance enforces homage.
Williams Shakespeare, "Henry V" |
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